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Today i bought a webcam. today i officially launched my webcam session. I know its lame. But who care?? do You??

09.09.09

Hey shawty, its my birthday!!!! hahaha......!!!!!
Thank you all for the wishes. I appreciate it so much. The best gift i got was my niece singing for me birthday song. Not 1 but 2!!!! hahaha....i miss them. Anyway, I'm so feeling 25 today!!! hahaha.
Thanks again for all your wishes. Thank to that someone who are the first to wish me. Thank you.

death

If I die tonight
You know we'll be alright
Just smile for me
Reminisce the fond memories


If I die tonight
Will I be forgiven
For all the people I've been slackin' with when i was livin'
Those who I've hurt their hearts
Took advantage of and even lied to
Hug you one last time for forgiveness
Yea, I would like to
If I die tonight
Would you feel the loss
Tomorrow would you dial my number by accident
And then suddenly paused

to those who are gone,
Your loss taught me not to take my friends for granted
Misunderstandings gotta slam them quick
Death you never plan it
You're sorrowly missed down here
Warwin rest in peace
This too shall pass
But our true friendship will never cease
Love are gone........

Allahuakbhar

disaat waktu berhenti...kosong
dimensi membutakan mata,memekakkan telinga
lalu diri menjadi hampa
saat paradigma dunia tak lagi digunakan untuk menerka*
sadarku akan hadirmu,mematahkan sendi2 yang biasanya tegak berdiri

sujudku pun takkan memuaskan inginku
'tuk hanturkan* sembah sedalam kalbu
adapun kusembahkan syukur padamu ya Allah
untuk nama,harta dan keluarga yang mencinta
dan perjalanan yang sejauh ini tertempa
alhamdulillah pilihan dan kesempatan
yang membuat hamba mengerti lebih baik makna diri
semua lebih berarti akan mudah dihayati
Alhamdulillah...............

Down the milky highway

I thought i was there, or even closed to be there. But, i end up drifted away, far away, not even closed. But alhamdulillah, while i was drifted away, someone grab me and pull me and drag me to the side. Save me. Thankful. That person seems wanting me to stay. For awhile atleast, but all i want is to continue my journey, get back on track, which i've been advice by friends not to give up no matter what. but at the same time, i just can't leave the person who had save me from being drifted even further just like that. The path that i've been follow seems like it been share by someone else. and i thought i was the only one on the road!!! What sould i do?? should i stay on track or should i turn around?? Guess i should just go with the flow. Guess i should take a good look at myself again, change what is not right. Not all that we want will come our way, not all that we pray for will be granted but instead, go want to test us,

our patience especially!!!!!! Be more patience!!!

Sometimes people maybe so far away, yet they are the one which is more closer to you. Cherish that person. Insyallah you'll be happy.

I like this

I receive this email with this msg which is very meaningful, "Bila Allah cepat makbulkan Doamu, Maka DIA Menyayangimu, Bila DIA Lambat Makbulkan doamu, Maka DIA Ingin Mengujimu, Bila DIA Tidak Makbulkan Doamu, Maka Dia Merancang Sesuatu Yang leb...ih Baik Untukmu. Oleh itu, Sentiasalah Bersangka Baik Pada ALLAH Dalam Apa Jua Keadaan Pun...Kerana Kasih sayang ALLAH Itu Mendahului KemurkaanNya..." -guess it very very true, sometimes not everything that we pray for we will get but the fact is god have planned something better for us.

G.A.S.T.R.I.C

The worse thing i encounter this ramadhan, GASTRIC!!!! yes fcuk!!! And i Fcuking piss off with everything coming my way. Can't sit, Can't stand, can't move around!!!!! Vomitted!!! Shit!!! Can't fast today!!!! SHit and Double shit!!!! Mood really down the drain!!!!!

Terawih.

Went terawih with siddik. Suddenly felt so relieve. Maybe because its been 3 days i missed terawih? I don't know why this few day, i've really feel so shitty, but after the prayer, i felt calm. in short...hot , hip , cool and happening. LOL. anyway. I just feel that i need to call her. She still didn't answer my call. :(

Whatever it is...i'll never give up!!

maybe thats all for today. Gd night. =)

Boxing.

Not paying my fees for this month yet. Gonna miss training tonight, since i've decided to go for terawih, thurs-friday. Guess its better this way that i divided my time accordingly. =)
I tried calling. There's a ring. But no answer. :(

New.

Today is the Officially a start of my wonderful blog. No idea on what to actually write in here. So guess, i continue later.